Im still enloved with you

The Metamorphosis

Today is a decisive day. Today is the day I realised I have no friends in the world, not even one. Today is the day i know for sure that I'm definitly alone through eternity. Everyone is now erased. I will stay closed to people, from now on. And this is the only way possible to survive.

Today is the first day from the rest of my life.

We could have it so much better

We could have it so much better. I realy think we could be happy. I think about us a lot of times, and I dream about it. I think my early engagement went wrong because I had the permanent feeling that I belonged with her. But she thought otherwise. She didn't even tryied, without betraying us with the other. But she woudn't will to spend days with the one she realy loved, and the one who loved her. He could make her so much happyer, more than he could do in a all life. We could have it so much better.

Agony

The world is killing itself, like always but with a faster rithym and light speed . My mind is killing me. No love, just endless corrosion caused by the agony. Agony. Agony. Agony. I keep trying to escape the terrible agony, fighting against time. Even the music has changed. Some of the good bands broke up, others got old or burgeoise, some of the great writers are dead. I´m a zombie, life keeps running away.