Me and myself

I've realised that I like and that I need to be alone, sometimes. To be on your feet is to get to know yourself, and without that, I would'll be a different person. Someone more stupid or alienated. I like to be who I am, and to be what I am, and to feel that I am thinking by myself, and on control. Even if I'm under certain effect. And although is true that I, sometimes, I feel happyer when I'm with a girl who I can feel alive with, like in a diferent dimension, and without having to expreess my inner me, there, I feel like I need that to feel tottaly free to love her without having to worry.
Feeling free to make love with a woman that wishes me as much as I wish her is rare, but it's the most high I could ever get. If we both don't reach that point, there's no real pleasure, and I'll prefer to be alone.